mission impossible

am reading the book of proverbs. and as i read the first few chapters, i realized that i have another life mission. To change myself. ang dami ko pang kulang at dapat ayusin sa sarili ko :) proverbs is teaching me how to make life work. how to live a righteous life. to love little things. to change little ways. to find and embrace WISDOM. sana makuha ko yun. kasi sobrang ang dami ko pang dapat ayusin sa life ko. kaya pala sabi ni God, we all must dream of perfection although nobody is perfect... that is living a rigteous life. Ang sobrang laki ng mission ko...myself :) God help me.